On Self-Respect
An essay on understanding our character, worth, and limits.
An essay on understanding our character, worth, and limits.
Joan Didion Vogue Jun 1961 Permalink
“A quarantine facial-hair experiment led me to a deep consideration of my Blackness.”
Wesley Morris New York Times Magazine Oct 2020 20min Permalink
Five hundred feet below ground with Ohio coal miners.
I followed them underground, home, to church, to the strip club where they drink and gossip and taunt and jab and worry about one another. I listened while they worried about Smitty, the loner of the group, who had just ordered himself a mail-order woman.
Jeanne Marie Laskas GQ Apr 2007 40min Permalink
Here I should conjure my sister for you. Here I should describe her, so that you feel her absence as I do—so that you’re made ghostly by it, too. But, though I’m a writer, I’ve never been able to conjure her.
Vauhini Vara The Believer Aug 2021 25min Permalink
Grief, conspiracy theories, and one family’s search for meaning in the two decades since 9/11.
Jennifer Senior The Atlantic Aug 2021 30min Permalink
In 2003, a man robbed a bank with a bomb around his neck. It exploded shortly thereafter, taking his life and leaving authorities to try to figure out who had put it there.
Rich Schapiro Wired Dec 2010 20min Permalink
The death of the woman he loved was too much to bear. Could a mysterious website allow him to speak with her once more?
Jason Fagone San Francisco Chronicle Jul 2021 50min Permalink
The writer investigates her brother’s death, their complicated relationship, and the disturbing mysteries he left behind.
Prachi Gupta Jezebel Sep 2019 30min Permalink
Why did so many Americans receive strange packages they didn’t think they’d ordered?
Chris Heath The Atlantic Jul 2021 30min Permalink
On losing your Beloved in 2020.
Jesmyn Ward Vanity Fair Sep 2020 10min Permalink
On the retirement of Ted Williams.
John Updike New Yorker Oct 1960 25min Permalink
A profile of a new icon.
Jazmine Hughes New York Times Magazine Jul 2021 30min Permalink
After he killed two people in Kenosha, opportunists turned his case into a polarizing spectacle.
Paige Williams New Yorker Jun 2021 45min Permalink
Gavin McInnes used to be known as a Vice magazine co-founder with controversial political leanings and an affinity for darkly unfunny jokes. Now, he’s also known as the founder of the far-right group the Proud Boys.
Adam Leith Gollner Vanity Fair Jun 2021 Permalink
“It is a beautiful hand: strong, with long, slender fingers and smooth skin, its nails ridgeless and pink. If you didn’t know Jonathan Koch—if you first met him, say, on the courts at the Calabasas Tennis & Swim Club—you might not suspect that his hand previously belonged to someone else.”
Amy Wallace Los Angeles Mar 2017 35min Permalink
At age 17, Eustace Conway moved into the North Carolina woods. He hasn’t compromised since.
Elizabeth Gilbert GQ Feb 1998 25min Permalink
The inside story of a cartel’s deadly assault on a Mexican town near the Texas border—and the U.S. drug operation that sparked it.
Ginger Thompson ProPublica, National Georgraphic Jun 2017 35min Permalink
In October 2006, a four-year-old from Corpus Christi named Andrew Burd died mysteriously of salt poisoning. His foster mother, Hannah Overton, was charged with capital murder, vilified from all quarters, and sent to prison for life. But was this churchgoing young woman a vicious child killer? Or had the tragedy claimed its second victim?
Pamela Colloff Texas Monthly Jan 2012 50min Permalink
More than 60 years after Brown v. Board of Education, New York’s schools remain separate and unequal.
Nikole Hannah-Jones New York Times Magazine Jun 2016 15min Permalink
What the sensation of uncontrollable itch and the phantom limbs of amputees can tell us about how the brain works.
Atul Gawande New Yorker Jun 2008 30min Permalink
Dee Dee Blancharde was a model parent: a tireless single mom taking care of her gravely ill child. But after Dee Dee was killed, it turned out her daughter Gypsy had never been sick at all.
Michelle Dean Buzzfeed Aug 2016 35min Permalink
Looking back on the George Floyd rebellion.
Armed only with their psychotic courage, they were running, dancing, singing, smashing, burning, screaming, storming heaven: all rapturous varieties of Baraka’s “magic actions.” I listened to 19-year-olds talk nonstop throughout the night we spent in jail, as they howled insults at the officers and swapped stories of humiliation by police. It struck me that they were too young to have seen even the initial phase of BLM. Though well-acquainted with power and violence, they were tasting “politics” for the first time. Whatever the fate of the movement, I suspect that much of their future thinking will be measured against the feelings that filled the nights of 2020: the vastness and immediacy, the blur and brutal clarity.
Tobi Haslett n+1 May 2021 40min Permalink
The soul of an octopus.
Sy Montgomery Orion Oct 2011 20min Permalink
For decades, flying saucers were a punch line. Then the U.S. government got over the taboo.
Gideon Lewis-Kraus New Yorker Apr 2021 50min Permalink
A fugitive from the US started fresh on Vancouver Island—then bilked new victims out of millions of dollars while law enforcement refused to act.
Tori Marlan Capital Daily Apr 2021 50min Permalink