Pamela Colloff is an executive editor and staff writer at Texas Monthly.

"That sense of loss, that sense of normal life turning on a dime is something that, in a very different way, I’ve experienced. And I carry that with me into some of the more difficult stories."

Smiley face Mimi Swartz has written for Talk, The New Yorker and Vogue. She is an executive editor at Texas Monthly.

"Here’s this great [public interest] story that nobody’s ever told. Now how can I write it so the maximum number of people want to read it? I try to make the homework part as interesting and compelling as possible."

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"The kind of stories I've gotten to do have involved fulfilling my childhood fantasies of having an adventurous life. Even though I don't make a ton of money doing it, I've never felt like I was missing out on something."

Matthew Power, a freelance journalist and friend, died on assignment in Uganda on Monday.

Above is Matt's Longform Podcast, recorded in February 2013. Some of our favorite stories from his archive:

Confessions of a Drone Warrior (GQ • Oct 2013)
During his nearly six years in the Air Force, Airman First Class Brandon Bryant flew hundreds of missions and logged almost 6,000 hours of flight time. He killed or helped kill 1,626 people. And he never left Nevada.

Mississippi Drift (Harper's • Mar 2008)
An ill-fated trip down the river with a group of anarchists.

Excuse Us While We Kiss The Sky (GQ • Mar 2013)
Navigating the sewers of London and summiting the peaks of Paris with a group of urban explorers.

Blood in the Sand (Outside • Jan 2014)
Investigating the murder of a Costa Rican conservationist.

One More Martyr in a Dirty War (VQR • Jun 2007)
The life and death of Brad Will.

Lost in the Amazon (Men's Journal • Jun 2009)
One man's absurd quest to become the first person to walk the entire length of the Amazon River—floods, electric eels, and machete-wielding natives be damned.

A Murder in Waurika

Two reports, twelve years apart, on the killing of a high school cheerleader in a small Oklahoma town and its aftermath.

  1. A Bend in the River

    How the body of 16-year-old Heather Rich ended up in Belknap Creek and how the cops found the boys who put it there.

  2. A Question of Mercy

    [sub req'd] More than fifteen years after prosecuting Rich's killers, a district attorney has second thoughts about one of the defendants.

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Jennifer Senior is a contributing editor at New York and the author of All Joy and No Fun: The Paradox of Modern Parenthood.

"I've had moments in motherhood that have been close to something like religious. But I don't think social scientists say things like, "How many numinous moments have you had?" They don't do that, so you have to figure out what to do. I was suddenly turning to other texts to try and explain all of this."

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